HapPy NiU YeaR

1st Day in Grandma house

2nd Day in A gu House with a yee and cousin

My HapPy Family

Three Flowers Of the Family

Gong Xi Gong Xi

Happy NeW Year!!!

New YeaR Eve

New Year eve
Just like Usual
Going Back home town after praying
count down In Batu Pahat with Grandma
This Year I will be Free
Why No Class Reunion?House visiting?
Hahaha....
Any one?Ring Me...

Hoping That In my Year

Everything will be smooth and good

Hope niu yeaR Niu People have best of Lucky
Wish U all Happy niu YeaR!!!
Bu bu COW Sheng!!!

God Create People with Different Ability

U will feel safe when u belong to one group, society and maybe religion

When U thought U belong to any of this

Is this mean they have the same thinking as U

Do they really accept U

In the sense that they involve U in every decision, plan and discussion?

What will u react if U feel By right U are belonging to those

But in fact it is just an empty shell

I dunno But what I know is U will be very pain

Pain because U are just like a dead body without soul

Is it too serious to describe as that

U will never know until the day came

So close Yet so FaR

U are so close to me

But U seems so far away

When i thought i can touch u with zero distance

Yet U disappears out of my sight

I am trying to catch U

But u slipped away just like i blink my eyes

I am trying to chase u back

But U Lost out of my world

Not matter how hard i searching

I still couldn't get U

Body FeeL Lightly BuT Heart FeeL heaVy

Time Pass Fast when i think bout future
But It seems so slow when i think nothing
I just need to struggle foR another 3 months
Then i will have to step in another world
All this while I am Not happy
May be i should change a different way to continue it
Or maybe It already change a different style to show it
Anyway I cant feel it at aLL
People say is doesn't matter what is the way and method
But is the heart how it feel
At Times i wish i could feel it and even touch it
But wish is not always come true as u wish
Shall it be continue?
Or shall i let it go and give chance to another
Easy to say easy to hurt and easy to Leave
Hard to do hard to believe and even hard to ignore
Close Your eyes, close your ears and may be close your Heart
Perhaps it will feel better
Happy Chinese New Year to alL my Friends!!!

CNY Virus~~~Hunting FoR Cloths

Chinese New year is coming
Not even 2 weeks from now
Did u prepare for this special occasion?
I am exited to celebrate this CNY with my family and friends
This year will be the last year i can enjoy CNY
Because when in working liFe
I am sure it won be so many holidays
Especially In AUDIT line
Looking forward for this wonderful CNY
Previously before CNY
I'll shop in KL and shop for shirt but not for myself
This year will be the same but different purpose and for different people
Unfortunately i felt sorry for my bro
So sorry cant find suitable and nice Shirt for U
But luckily in the end get ONE
Hope u like it
Cant denied this year i spend alot on cloth and hair
Perhaps it may be somebody 1 month salary
Hahaha

But is worth because it turn me to look different

Wish to have a different me in 2009

Either appearance or inner personality

Everything Back But You

Today was the worst day, I went through hell
I wish I could remove it from my mind
Two months away from you but I couldn't tell
I thought that everything was gonna be just fine
The postcard that you wrote with a stupid little note
Something wasn't quite right about it
It smelt like cheap perfume and it didn't smell like you
There is no way you can get around it
Because you wrote
I wish you were her You left out the "E"
You left without me And now you're somewhere out there with abitch slut psycho babe
I hate you why are guys so lame
Everything I gave you I want everything back but you
My friends tried to tell me all along
That you weren't the right one for me
My friends tried to tell me to be strong
I bet you didn't think that I would see
The postcard that you wrote with a stupid little note
Something wasn't quite right about it
I wanna see you cry like I did a thousand times
Yeah you're losing me, you're losing me now

Let It Suppose tO be

Let the past disappear and blow to somewhere else

Let it be the passenger in life and walk away with the memories

Let the Me in yesterday sleep tight forever

Let it be let it go and set me free

Let the past as a lesson for me

Let yesterday be the mirror of mine

Let the previous Me become a better me of today

Let the future U become the precious of mine

Let pray everything gonna be alright

Let wish things turn up as i wish

Let hope life goes smooth as i eager

Let My dream come true as soon as possible

So.....

Let start it all over again!!!

Happy Ending

Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging In a city

so dead held up so high on such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be,but we lost it

All of the memories, so close to me,just fade away

All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends

And know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult But so are they

But they don't know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the shit that you do

It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done

WheRe Is The VaLue?

In liFe U will meet Different Peoples

In different Places and different times

And even for different purposes

But remember to hold on your own principle

There are peoples will make u feel valuable and treasurable

But there are also people will make feel the other way

Human need satisfaction and being respect by others

We need to live with value

If U cant saw it then better Leave it

Find the value in somewhere else

Make yourself worth living

Never Given A Chance

Do i have the chance?

i dunno what happen

It suddenly turn out that way

But it is silent
no talk no discussion and no interaction

Should it that way?

Maybe it is temporary

Remember u cant go back to yesterday

And start it at the very beginning

But u can start it today

And change the ending

Never feel this tension before

Yet it never been this relax as well

Tension is more than relax now

I guess i need more oxygen

I am Taboo But U are Tattoo

I am taboo for U
But do u know U are tattoo for me
Tattoo that i cant wipe away
Even it is wipe off
The scar is still there to remind me every minutes and seconds

I am who i am...

Really duno what to do
God please send me some guidance
i am lost currently
U dun even give me a chance
Who R u to judge me
U dun even know me
Neither me to know myself clear enough

Big Surprise!!!

Guess What is This?




Cant See?




Go a little bit Closer

That's right My room full with BIG ants

Imagine how me and sis clean this

Yaiks...Damn Geli

~For U~My Friends

Before i go for my Holiday in Bangi

wanted to leave some message for my friends

This two month we hang out alot

Spend alot and really have alot of fun too

This may be the wonderful moment in Life

Is hard to find good friends

Is even harder to find good friends who are always side for U

Willing to share with U

Hope we are Best friends forever

I know now is peak period

U all will be very busy with work

Dun feel tension and dun give up

Because in Life there must be some challenge

that will change u to a better person

When i am not around

U all Must take care

When i back will plan activities for U alL again ya

to release the stress of work k

Meanwhile dun miss me so much ya...

But i going to Miss u all very very much!!!

Go Back to A BeautiFul Place In Bangi

Tomorrow i am going the nicest place in Bangi

~UKM~

There i can have alot of Fun

Study fun, Assignment fun, presentation fun and exam fun

I also can meet alot of friends

Course mates, kolej friends, juniors and seniors...

Ops totally forget that i am the super duper senior already

and i no more senior friends in UKM

Miss the tabao rice with 3 lauk

Stay in a room with four pieces of wall join together

Monday to Thursday attending 8am class

Apart from that i think nothing else i can do

But i think my working friends sure will say

~Study is better. When u work then only u knw~

I guess i understand what they mean

Therefore, i want enjoy my final sem

Enjoy study liFe!!!

Complicated

Two more days
i am going back to Uni to continue my last semester
I am Excited at the begining because long time din see my friends there
But feel tension to face all the assignment and Exam
Even fear to face the environment in Uni
Scare to be alone
Scare the feeling is Back again
No one understand my feeling
No one know how hurt am i
No one can feel the pain in my heart
I am scare to back to Uni
But this Sunday no matter how
I have to back there
SW u need to be brave and keep your promise
this will be your final semester
Gambateh!!!

1.1.2009

The Gang i spend with during the last day Of 2008 and the first day Of 2009

Happy 2009 To EverybOdy

Hi My friends i have received u all early in the morning

2009 1st day

New year, new start, new joys, new challenge, new semester,

New me, new U and A branD new LiFe!!!